Too tired for this...

So my posts might run a little scarce.

I had an issue today with my health and just dealing with the retardation of memorial day weekend.

I think I'm fine now, but I'm beyond tired.

A lot happened today, but for the most part it was a major bust.

So Tuesday is my next day doing college shit, although I have more to do via online with one of my applications.

As said...BEYOND sleepy.

So I'm gonna put on Sisters of Mercy.. Wish I could a smoke a clove and also wish memorial day could be over already cause thanks to idiot drivers...I'm afraid to get on the road. 

Also...I fuckin' lost my Ipod.

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-Bree

College? - Vlog

Holy crap are things looking up for me?

I have realized...I must create my own happiness.

I must take whatever comes my way, even if I'm unsure of it and turn it into something positive.

This whole situation didn't even exist roughly a day ago and now look where I am.

I'm nervous and scared as hell, but it's a good feeling to go into the unknown right now.
I'm beyond positive right now... So to reassure you guys.

No I have not suffered any strong blows to the head area, nor have I taken any drugs.

Just feeling good about a thing I could have been selfish and said no to, but I instead went out on a whim and took a chance.

I took a chance on something that can brighten my future, my sons future, and just get the wheels going.

My family isn't the most supportive about my choice, but has that stopped me before? 

Nope.

They have no faith, which is fine... I have fate.

Hell, I feel so good I just applied for a job in a Sushi restaurant and to be honest...

I think I just wrote the most amazing short paragraph to them that they required. 

We'll see though! 

-Bree 

Shows are coming!

If I don't have a job by next month my head will implode over the fact I'll be missing Peter Murphy.

July 19th that beautiful man will be in Seattle!

And then I want to say... July 23rd? Courtney Love will be in Seattle!

If I have a job. IF! IF! IF!

I better have a job.

Also.

I have also figured out, Fridays.

Fridays will probably be the easiest day for my to do my GED.

So I have only 4 more tests left, and then I can start school shit the 24th of July.

My family has been harassing me over going to school.

My aunt even works at the college and she wants me to do welding.

After long thoughts about it... I'd have no issue doing welding.

They make bank and seem to be always needed.

Plus I could learn to make some gorgeous sculptures that way.

Anyways.

I'm fantasizing over the future.

All I know.. My future better have Peter Murphy in it.

-Bree  

2 weeks 2 tongues

So I'm just about 2 weeks with my new tongue.

Which hurts very badly right now.

I was singing along earlier to Lord of the Lost and bit the piss out of my tongue, then again while just talking to myself over what to watch on the television.

So my tongue is sore, it has that lumpy thing in the back.

I clean my mouth constantly, so I don't believe it is infection. Plus I believe I'd be having more issues if it was infected.

Twiggy knows I'm overreacting about this entire thing.

I probably just talk far too much.

So I'm ignoring phone calls and just gonna try and relax.

Which my relaxing just went to being totally grossed out considering my friend and her boyfriend just sent me a picture of a random penis.

I REALLY hope it wasn't his.

Well with my sore tongue and currently needing bleach eyeballs, I'm gonna pass out now and hope all is well and not...penis-y in the morning.

-Bree